WHAT ABOUT LOVE

I need to rant and rave! I am really pissed with a good friend of mine and my sister. Lots of hurt feelings. And I wish for once people would just acknowledge the stupid things they do that hurt other people. We all do it. WE all do something that ends up hurting another persons fellings. We should be big enough to say yes, I did it. I am sorry. Instead of, "well, it's done and there is nothing I can do about it. I just thought you wouldn't want to do it b/c of that has happened."' Then turn around and do it again, this time making a point not to let me know about it.
Own it people. If you did something own it. I try to live that way. And if I don't call me on it.
~Niffer

IF IT AIN'T BROKE, BREAK IT

By the way, I turned in my resignation. I offically have no job line up for next year. I have no income coming in. My hubby calls this FREEDOM. After the year from HELL. I need to take a year off, or at least a few months. I am afraid I will drive everyone nuts with no job. We will see.
My stupid principal told me that I missed the dead line and I needed to turn my letter into centeral office. Sure I'll go to central office, tell them I'm quiting and WHY! Not a very smart move on her part. One day I will get into the whole long story of the year from hell. Until then just understand that after 11 years of teaching I need a break.
I feel a litle better now that decesision is made. Hopefully I will feel a whole lot better when I actually leave the school.
Hell! I have 11 years of shit to pack up. Oh God, where am I going to put it?

BLIND AS A BAT

Wow! It has been a while. Everyone here has been sick. It all kinda stared when I fainted at work. Long story short, should have called 911 and gone to the hospital but I would not let anyone. Hell, only my work would listen to someone who had a blood pressure of 60 over 40. I ended up at the docter's office (2 and 1/2 hours later). Dr. John freaked that my hart rate was well into the 160. Normal for me. Well, sometimes it can be. EKG later they found nothing. B/C within 30 seconds of Docter John leaving my heart did it's thing and went right back to a more normal heart rate. So then I had to wear a heart monitor for a month. Still cannot find anything wrong. I could have told them that. That is not why I fainted, It was my damn migrain. I am so tired of them. I have been getting one almost everyday since the beging of the school year. I am blamming it on the year from... ok I will not get into that.
Then, we all had strep. It started with Mr. A. Two days later Ms. G got it. Three dyas later, Sean got it. Then 3 days later, I got it. Two weeks of everyone getting sick. Rough!
I would say, we are all healthy now. BUT that is not necessarily true. Mr. A has a staph infection in his thumb. Get this, from sucking it. Only A could do this. So he is on heavy antibotics. We just started this 2 days ago. He thumb doesn't look black anymore. It is funny, I always think of the worst case. When I noticed his thumb, I thought "he got bit by a brown recluse spider." No, he bit himself. At least it is looking better. Hopefully, he will learn to stop sucking his thumb. If tabasco, bitter nails, and band-aids, didn't work, maybe wrapping his whole hand for a few days will. I would post picture but it is really gross.
I am so tired of sickness. Spring hurry up and get hear. I want warm weather.